Barb & Ant

once in the bad days
when ken locked up for days
barb shat & it looked like an ant
(ants are pretty big to barb & ken)
& ken pointed at it & laughed
‘What a small turd!’ he yelled
& barb not hearing jest in his voice
but scorn & beneath that
a little middle-aged terror

& then she kept it
to herself
(like she always did)
she didn’t remind him that his depression
& neglect had kept her up at night
worrying an ulcerative
pocket inside her it forming in her like
the the hole a rat makes
clawing to escape a shoebox

now in these better days
a solitary real ant is
crawling across her bathroom floor
hours after she bleached it
the floor must smell of nothing she thinks
it must be a long walk she thinks
it must be lonely

ant says
I go here and I go there my ass
dropping pheromones like
pages of a romance novel
go ahead laugh if you want to
my cries for love
may go unheeded but
I find my way home

765 thoughts on “Barb & Ant

  1. suba

    Thank you for the good writeup. It in fact was a amusement account it.Look advanced to more added agreeable from you! By the way, how could we communicate?My blog post – Keto Speed Reviews

    Reply
  2. CharlesgaumB

    buying from online mexican pharmacy [url=http://foruspharma.com/#]medicine in mexico pharmacies[/url] mexican pharmacy

    Reply
  3. Arnoldspova

    medication from mexico pharmacy [url=https://mexicandeliverypharma.com/#]mexican online pharmacies prescription drugs[/url] pharmacies in mexico that ship to usa

    Reply
  4. Arnoldspova

    mexico drug stores pharmacies [url=https://mexicandeliverypharma.online/#]medicine in mexico pharmacies[/url] mexican pharmacy

    Reply
  5. Arnoldspova

    mexican mail order pharmacies [url=http://mexicandeliverypharma.com/#]mexican online pharmacies prescription drugs[/url] buying prescription drugs in mexico online

    Reply
  6. Pingback: pg333

  7. LeroySmone

    Online medicine home delivery [url=http://indianpharm24.pro/#]Pharmacies in India that ship to USA[/url] Online medicine order

    Reply

Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *