“The First Station” by E. K. Mortenson

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The Fifteenth StationI know what happens in the mines.
Men, far from homes and families;
days below ground in the darkness,
nights lurking with women, girls,
the dust on their feet, in their hair.

I see my husband twice in the year
when I take the bus to the mines.
We have little time together.
He asks about the village,
his mother, my father,
while he takes off his shirt.

He is thinner now, I see his ribs,
shoulder blades, count his vertebrae.
There are scratches along his back, on his neck.
His fingernails are brittle and yellow.
I ask if he is well, he answers
only that the mines are dangerous.

He watches me fumble the buttons on my blouse.
We have been married three years,
but I am still embarrassed.
He comes to help me, moving my hands aside.
He is still a stranger to me.

He seems somehow less to me, lighter, less present,
though I have not seen him for nearly eight months.
What weight he has presses me down, secure.
An unruly spring in this bed has found a place
in my side just above my hip.

He pants in my ear and I imagine
I hear the same sounds drift out from the other bunks—
I was not the only young wife on the bus.
I roll myself under him, my hips,
fleshy, meet his, bony and hard.

He collapses into me and the bedspring punctures my skin.
I whisper again if he is well.
His breath slows, I feel him wheeze
—the dust rattling in his chest—
I feel the bed beneath me grow warm and wet around the bedspring.

Slowly, absently, I trace my fingers along his back,
sliding them gently through the film of his sweat.
He must be well. He is my husband and must be well.

–E. K. Mortenson,
The Fifteenth Station (2012)
Accents Publishing

Accents w/ Erik Mortenson at AWP 2013

E. K. Mortenson with Katerina Stoykova-Klemer and Chris McCurryus at AWP 2013.

E. K. MortensonE. K. Mortenson is the author of a chapbook, Dreamer or the Dream (Last Automat Press, 2010), and a full-length collection, What Wakes Us (Cervena Barva Press, forthcoming). His work also appears in both print and online journals and anthologies. He was the 2008 recipient of the Leslie Leeds Poetry Prize and is poetry editor at Kugelmass: A Journal of Literary Humor. He writes and teaches in Pennsylvania where he lives with his wife and two children.

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