Pops invade the silence
dread settles like dust
action spurred inside
leaping to the middle
no weight; you are lost
Blood like rivers
oceans of darkest wine
tacky and shallow
You lose traction
You lose her
You lose.
Category Archives: LexPoMo 2015
The Sky is Falling, and I Will Never Overcome Oedipus
I always thought Colonel Saunders a bit creepy. Now that he’s shown up in Haruki Murikami’s Kafka on the Shore I’m sure of it. He’s a pimp who claims to be neither Buddha, nor God, nor man. He’s a concept, he keeps insisting. I’m not sure why he is appearing in this Japanese novel. (Though, with Murikami, I’m often unsure about a lot of things.) The protagonist here is a 15 year old boy who has renamed himself Kafka, which in Czech means crow. He is running away from his fate. His father, a famous artist, has predicted he will kill his father and fall in love with his mother. (It’s been done before, I know.) Mackerel and leeches fall from the sky. Men are mysteriously murdered. At the same time, I am studying Kafka. (I am teaching the Metamorphosis in the fall.) On Sunday I read Kafka’s letter to his father. It was very sad, but not unfamiliar. Some people take up too much space. They overwhelm us. Anyway, in the book, Kafka on the Shore appears in a painting, in a song, in a 15 year old boy visiting the ocean. Connections, says Murikami, make meaning. But I no longer feel any connection to you. And I am wondering. What does that mean?
Come the Zombie Apocalypse
You’ve got it all worked out.
First, you’ll stash the cat
down into your backpack
in-between the bottles of water,
your pink-leather flask full of bourbon—
for medicinal reasons—your flashlight,
your handheld CB radio—to listen for
Cowboy Dave’s frequency like he told you to—
and your good copy of The Prophet.
Then, SWAT knife in hiking boot,
you’re gonna break into the Wal-Mart
with the other looters to grab guns,
peanut-butter, toilet paper, smokes,
gummy bears, and underwear.
You’ve already told your closest friends,
your mom and sister four states away,
and even your ex-husband
to meet you at Martin Castle
on Versailles Road—the one that that eccentric
couple started building back in ‘69
that serves as a bed and breakfast now—
because it is on high ground
and already has sixteen bedrooms,
a swimming pool, turrets, and a stone wall.
You figure you all could dig a moat
and fill it with the bodies of zombies
you’ve already beheaded and later
build emergency huts in any trees
around the castle because everyone
knows zombies can’t climb trees—as long
as they’re not the zombies from World War Z—
and there’d be plenty of room for your whole squad
and maybe even some of their friends
and you’ll all work the land together
and take turns standing guard
in the tree-huts and from the turrets
to protect what’s yours from marauders.
You’ll see to it that the men who live
at Martin Castle won’t revert
and go all Mad Max, snatching up women
by their scalps and getting into brawls
over your precious few resources.
But you’ll feel mostly safe
behind those walls
because you know way too many
dopeboys and good ol’ boys with firearms
and itchy trigger fingers
just looking for an excuse
to go all post-apocalyptic on somebody
when the time comes to defend
what you’re certain you will one day have to
fashion into a kind of afterlife on Earth
because it’s never really a question of if, is it?
But, when?
Going Free
Maybe my day is complete
when I hear
a stranger’s dog
bawl in the distance,
accompanied
by a rinsing of rain
along the broken fences.
the limits of growing roots.
way she fucks-
jesus
you are no man
but way she worships you
makes you feel
like god
could god be a woman
but if not
then you would settle
for being roots
beneath her
the strength of her incredible
pressing you in place
and you
saying, “yes!
i limit you
but stay with me;
i will keep you living”
The longest night
counting your toes in my ribcage
My Body // My Warzone: DMZ
if this is a warzone,
I have been conscripted against my will, because
there is no room for beauty
or shared bodies given out of love
in a hellscape of porn
raising boys into men
& men into patriarchy—
propaganda gaslighting sisters & mothers
to show daughters
how to wear handcuffs & call them bracelets,
how to kneel & call it standing,
& how to make any answer sound like yes.
every limb a concession & a de facto border,
every touch negotiated like a treaty,
but only if it’s me asking permission
to define my own borders
without a military installation.
neutral territory is frightening after a war,
after so many scorched earth campaigns
& salted fields.
sometimes these lands
are too unstable for building back the constructs of civilization.
sometimes, it’s better to just surrender
& let nature take back what’s hers.
Salvation
Breast sacrificed
For survival
Secrets sacrificed
For order
Expression sacrificed
For peace
Mind opened
For enlightenment
Heart opened
For love
Soul opened
For redemption
Sofiah Sexton
June 30, 2015
Celebration
Celebrate with ribbons!
Red for real religious freedom.
Orange for our shared happiness.
Yellow for your health and mine.
Green for growing harmony.
Blue for brotherhood/sisterhood for all.
Indigo for international peace.
Violet for victory over bigotry.
Celebrate the metaphors for world ideals.
Sofiah Sexton
June 27, 2015
Straight A’s.
I grew up signing
“I love you”
out of daycare windows
as mom went off to work
From there
to preschool
to kindergarten
I was smart
My teachers loved me
My parents were proud
And I tried hard in school
for some recognition
in between the shifts
mom and dad worked